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I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.

Marilyn Monroe

Saw this quote on Char’s tumblr.

I’m sorry that things have turned out to be like that. But I really have to do this. When you said the thing I feared was never going to happen, I guess this is the time you prove me wrong. I meant all the things that I’ve said, really but it’s just not enough and I’m really, really sorry to only tell you this now.

Like I’ve always said, time will tell.

Anyway it’s 11.30am and I’m up! Haha. I better post this while the memory is still fresh. Just less than one hour ago (cos i woke up and went back to sleep) I dreamt of SHINee and that I said, “omg thats jonghyun i must take picture and show cas!” and yeah in the dream I did camwhore with Jonghyun and Key (hearts) and Jonghyun kind of kissed me after we took pictures together and I went like OMG MUST TELL CAS HAHAHHA. Yeah that was my crazy and awesome dream.

Met Casandra yesterday to do work but I woke up an hour plus late. Then all plans to shop alone went down the drain cos I had to rush straight to Bugis. Sorry Cas really dui bu qi we could have so much more time :s Um then we walked, went to the library to do work. And we saw Dawei there. Haha. Left at like seven thirty and went to eat. KFC. I know I shouldn’t but couldn’t help it cos I had a craving x.x K then we walked around and then we left for home.

Okay I should be going off now I'm meeting Charmaine in less then 70 minutes so bye! Have a great day today I’m probably dreading the new year as much as you do.

P.S. My house phone is down (for quite awhile already) so anything please call me through my phone.

It’s like you’re the swing set and I’m the kid that falls

Just don’t stand there and watch me fall
’cause I, ’cause I still don’t mind at all

x

Song’s stuck in my head.

Just got back from tampines. Overslept today and was an hour late for tuition. After that went to compass point walk around then library till Rachel texted me. Then I bused to tampines. Met Rachel at subway and sat there for awhile and we talked before eating. And probably embarrassed ourselves there with our laughter (we kinda met our match HAHA). Finally got everything off my chest anyway. Then we walked around, bought stuff and we went home.

Thanks alot dear ai si ni le haha.

I need to freaking lose some weight omg somebody help me I am gaining weight like nobody’s business.

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22/12/09, credits to Cas’s camera 🙂

Sorry people havent got time to update these days.

So last week was the christmas week and I’d say it was pretty awesome 😀

• Went to watch planet 51 w Zixuan and went to do hmwk on wednesday.
• Then town with my family on christmas eve and I’ve got my t&co bracelet hehe. 8) Watched Sherlock Holmes (vvv interesting show) and went back home to open up the presents. I’ve got shopping vouchers but nobody’s got time to go shopping. 😦 Oh well.
• Spent the Christmas day @ my grandpa’s and home to play mahjong haha. Heart was going crazy cos it was a very hectic night. :S Thanks alot anyway 🙂
• Saturday was ecp w 6-1 and 6-2 people. Rained but was pretty much a fun day anw (:
• Grandpa’s place yesterday for some family meeting and did hmwk. After that went to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 with my family. Really cute show and I’m so in love with Theodore hehe. Cute lil furry thing I wna squish his cheeks! 8D
• Met Zixuan to supposedly talk but did some work and slack haha.

Have make up tuition tomorrow from 1-3 omg so sian 😦 Then I’ve no idea what to do from 3-6.15 cos I’m going to meet Rachel at tampines for dinner. My heart is so bloody heavy. No pun intended. Ok pictures from days/weeks ago.

Okay gotta go. Bye.

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Tired

Hiiiiiiiiii I’m so sorry for the lack of updates haven’t been able to go online since like last thurs? Yeah.

So today I woke up super early to go to my ahgong’s place to eat tangyuan. Then my dad sent me to school. And I did a bit of math till Casandra and Jialing came. Then we spent awhile to decide on one song and tried to learn the steps. Kind of done with it but we definitely need to practice Then went to parkway, bought Koi (:D 😀 :D) and came back home. Veryyyyyy tired. Pictures when Cas uploads them hehe 🙂

Last friday was sentosa/313 day with Rachel and Natasha. Tried to tan but the stupid sun didn’t really come out. Then uh went to 313 for f21 hehe and plaza sing to watch Bodyguards and Assassins with Weixiang and his friends. Thanks for the treat btw I know you’ll be seeing this haha. Stop blaming yourself about us sitting on the front row hahaha.

Then saturday was a really long day. Went for Zixuan’s bbq for awhile and had to go meet my family at Plaza Sing. But after that went to catch the midnight show for Avatar. Very good show 😀

Sunday was uh mahjong day with my family hehe won quite abit 8)

And yesterday I went to the airport to do work with Casandra. Didn’t do a lot but it was a fruitful day. 🙂 Went to T1 alone after that to get my dad’s present and then home!

So yeah that was about it. I’ve been bringing my camera out these days so I have pictures!! But not uploading today hehe soon soon!

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Wtf am i doing.