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Thank you Charmaine I love the vans!! 😀

-insert heart here-

I’m holding on to nothing

My mom helped me chop off 5 inches of my hair. SO MUCH SHORTER!!! But still quite long. Hahahaha ok. I Never Told You has been stuck in my head since Nicole started singing it during assembly today. Okay short post cos I still need to rush my jian bao. I’m so smart I actually left my whole file in school (which is where I kept my gao zhi and the jianbao honglan provided) and now even though I got lianhezaobao I can’t do anything. ._. I’VE DECIDED NOT TO DO SS SBQ!!

Anddddddddd!

Happy birthday Lai Yiren!! 😀 We’re not close now but I will never forget the lai puipui and daisy days with all the blackjack bridge bball vball days 🙂 Enjoy your birthday!

Key appa~

I lost like seventy dollars today. Enough said hahaha. Anw this is going to be a massive key spam post. Hehehehehehe.

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They are pretty much the same thing actually HAHAHHAHA but he’s just too awesome alr (L)

My phone wallpaper. Hehehe

He is seriously too cute to resist. Ok back to Hello Babyyyyy 🙂

Some wounds carry with us everywhere and though the cut is long gone, the pain still lingers.

Face the thing you fear, and you do away with that fear

“…we used to be thisclose and now we’re like this c l o s e…”

You meant something to me. As much as I want to make things work, I’m still upset. I’d never expect you to be like that and because you matter, you probably don’t know but yes you do so I’m not going to do anything about it. You should know how I see things and if you don’t or you don’t bother, then I don’t think it’s worth any effort doing anything cause it’d just amount to nothing.

And one more thing to another someone.

Don’t waste your efforts anymore cause this isn’t going to work out. You think you know me but truth is you don’t even understand me. I get really cranky and mean when I want to get my point across but I don’t wish to hurt anyone so just. Don’t bother. You might be wondering why I’m like this but that’s just me. I was lost but now I know this is going nowhere. We think too differently. You’d realise that I’m right after you stop thinking that you actually cared.

The past few days have been really good. Won quite a fair bit on mahjong and cards so I have spare cash to go shopping. 🙂 Bought some stuff that’s supposed to be a surprise when it arrives so am excited! Didn’t go to Mr Lim’s house yesterday cos I had to go bainian but after that my dad decided to get tickets for 14 Blades and I’m glad he did seriously. I’m really attracted to Donnie Yen he made my heart go bibombibom like damn fast in some scenes and he’s actually very hot!! My new obsession haha.

Today was good with my girls. 😀 Nicole left for competition and then we were supposed to go for lunch then Mrs Low’s house but shit happens so Dionne and I went to Vivo instead. Don’t get me wrong, we really wanted to go to bai nian but some screwed up people were being so fucking self centered and in the end she didn’t even go like wtf? Okay nevermind.

Went to eat steamboat 😀 I got no other pictures so make do with this but more when Nicole updates her blog 🙂 After eating I have like a stomach full of golden mushrooms and soup. Then went to walk and shop and I’ve decided not to keep so much cash in my wallet cause I’ll just spend it all away ._. I still have two $10 voucher one from Char and another myself SO I HAVE TO QUICKLY USE IT!! (I mean before it expires which is soon) Its for topshop and all the other f3 card shops so if any of you wants it then lmk cos I can spare one of it I think.

Okay I’m done posting I’m off to youtube! For SHINee Suju and maybe some donnie yen vids if I can find 😀

BTW. PLEASE WATCH THE FOLLOWING VIDEO.

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Okay another one. I’ve been wanting to post this up since the first time I saw it last week but I chanced upon it again so here it is!

I am craving for eggtarts and oreo cheesecakes.

There’s someone in her past that she hasn’t gotten over yet. Each day is like the last and she misses what she can’t forget. It’s just an empty space where something used to be. Now she guards the gate, but she’s lost the key. No one enters, but no one leaves.

Always remember to guard your heart

I am fighting for you

Went for the concert today. I really dno how to describe what I’m feeling now but its really damn fucking awesome even though SHINee only performed 2 songs. Key drives me crazy I swear I really want to cry again they were so damn near I know I should be very happy but I really dno what I’m feeling now cos I really want to see them again I want Key 😦 They didnt hold the fansign after that damn wtf lah so fucking unfair. 😦 But it was seriously worth every cent of it. I think my sore throat is going to be so much worse tomorrow. And I kept blowing my nose I think it’s gna drop off soon. I LOVE YOU KEY I WNA MARRY YOU.